The rest of the evening was great personal energy movement for myself at the Land Trust drum circle. It was a generous and comforting beat, one I have missed since Fet Gede, although this crowd was many fairies, I was still able to find a little quaint spot near some drummers and pagan boys who knew how to mingle their talents and work the spirit for those who ride the music spirits.
Later, I was blessed to hang with Mischi, helping her to set her self up a cozy mood for her other "peeps". It was certainly a late night, for us, and well, the hubby stayed up till early morning waiting my arrival as well. Oops, I thought he would be still in Cartersville. I guess the cyber junkies ate the messages. At any rate, today I play catch up on school work.
It takes all kinds of women and men, husbands and wives, not every standard of living is the same, people have different
views for this, and different morals. I am not old fashioned and I am not traditional by no means of the definition. However,
I do feel that as a wife, it is my responsibility to take care of my man in the way that I know to do. I don't always cook, but I
do clean (too much and too often, really, but that's the OCD), I don't clean up after him, I don't do his laundry. I do however,
support his emotional needs and his desires. I cuddle him when he needs it, I let him quit his job and didn't scold him over
the fact we lost thousands because of that. What I have learned is that when you have been a stay at home mother, and the
man works his little heart out and to the rawness of his finger tips in 20 degree weather in high winds on top of a 15 million
dollar estate, is to not wear the man out. For every trip to the mac makeup counter I take, I know he's got to work an extra half
hour-1.5 hours so we keep saving the money we want. For every trip to Starbucks, it's another 15 minutes on the clock. We got
it down to a science, I tell you. But what I am trying to say is that, 20-30 bucks here and there adds up each month, and when
you have three kids, and a house with bills in renovation, or if you want to just save money and not live pay check to pay check
never having the money to make the repair on the car you didn't figure in to the monthly budget, the man spends his time working
over time, away from home, away from his kids and wife, and it puts the biggest strain on the family. Especially when the wife
is the spender in the family and the whiner about not having enough time with her husband. Ugh... I could just hit the girl in the
mouth who bitched about the fact her husband worked Saturday and they didn't get time together, he was tired on Sunday from
working a 50 hour week, because she goes on a spending spree and used the bill money. Hello, common sense. Or hello,
self discipline. Now, there are some men in this world who will never say anything to their wife about putting them in debt and
working their dicks in the mud. But, to me that is old fashioned. I think that a man should let his wife know how hard he is working
to keep up with her habits. I can't stand a pussy man. And I will be the first to tell you, that mine stood up to me when we were
in our twenties and was like what the fuck are you doing woman? LOL. I was oblivious until good ol genius broke it down on
paper for me one day, and I was like well, I'll be damn, look at that, looks like I got a vicious bugger of a habit no doubt. LOL.
Not once did he ever tell me to get a job, I took that on myself, and I would have been ecstatic had he told me to get a job, because
I don't believe that men are here to take care of us, and that's why I am in school, to get a degree, to make my own money, throw it
in the pot for us too, but ultimately in the end, when you have a husband like mine who's going to work himself over, wear himself
out on his own, men don't last forever, they get injured, they get sick or in my mother's case they die early. And thank god she's
got a degree and works at the Children's Hospital, because how in the hell would she maintain everything she acquired in that
27 year marriage?
Shut the fuck up, you fucking gold diggin cunt.
And on another note...
Oh the hypocrisy I tell you... What fucking rock did you come out from under? Tell me please so I can shove you back and give it a good kick... So I read about this chick who is upset over the fact that her ex husband married his lover, but yet, she was known for years to live a polyamorous life style, fucking girls and guys, which to my understanding is the reason why they even broke up at one point... I think someone might be a little psychotic because I could of sworn that there has been some other random bull shit twisting of some truths
come out of this chicks mouth in the past. Wow...
And now I resume my conversation with Mrs. Amaretto Syn...
- Current Mood: cynical
Final exam extended till Monday
Completed one final already
Third final will be a breeze
Greg is cheery for the holidays
Got approved for a student loan so I can take classes in summer too
Changed my major to Criminal Justice so I can take Forensics/Genetic classes first
Will have an Associates in Criminal Justice Spring 2010
Will be able to get the Associates in Biology Spring 2011
Taking Consecration Dec. 20th with Greg there, being supportive(!)
Building a new bedroom on the house for the 15 year old
Business picking up Outside of Ebay slowly...
Cat didn't eat Christmas Tree
Hair stylist got the rest of the wierd yellow tint out and we are back platinum
Mrs. Amaretto Syn and I have become BFF
Both Boys are being rezoned to new schools next year... That's right, Central, Up yours, you can have all the crack head kids. LOL.
We live around the 1/2 million dollar homes now and it's making our home value rise. whhooo. hoo... can't wait to sell and get some land
Will make only a C in history class
Building the new room is going slower than wanted
Missing Dad and Jayne Correll
15 year old has become logically sarcastic like Greg... lol. Ok, so that's probably um...
My Sweet Three year old Daughter thinks she is the Queen of the Kingdom
Didn't get to see Madonna this year
Dexter has only 2 episodes left for the season
Might have cut hair too short for the winter
Might have enough money saved by Summer for trip to Costa Rica or Mexico (it's a flip depending on the outcome of my mom's adventure)
Might have a working shopping cart by the New Year
Not sure I even like Madonna's latest album, but she's still a hot blonde
Must NOT over spend for Christmas so we can save towards renovations (by god I am giving this house the 10 year limit, been here 6, in 4 I am out, damn it... besides there will be no land left around us by then with all this growth... Good for profit, Bad for Vescha's sanity)
- Current Mood: moody
Happy Ham Day…
Mrs. Amaretto Syn and I would like to wish you all a Happy Ham Day.
Your fancy faire freak (oh and Amaretto Syn)
Will be glad when the semester is finished. I have really great grades right now, better than expected considering the subjects are not my favorite. Next semester will be much more entertaining as I get to take Calculus/Business Enterprise/Political Gov./Public Speaking. Well, maybe not public speaking, but I have to have the darn thing. So, got any tips, email me. You guys know I am the shy type, and my mother was like, um.didn't you perform the (Gnostic) Mass? Well, yes, but that was with folks I knew... LOL. Ohh... those were the days, no less... *sigh*
Work, Ok, so right now it is work preparing for Fet Gede, this week I hope is better business, I need the distraction. It's the three year anniversary of my best friend's death/ 1 year anniversary of my father's. This will always be since the timing of both deaths is just days prior to the Feast of honoring the Dead and the ancestors. I look forward to this time of the year, though, it's my favorite, and just to know that Fet Gede, I get to rejoice, celebrate and dance with them once again! Augmn Gede!
Sunday-My house if you didn't make it out on Saturday 1pm-6pm.
Two: Got a real good lead on a shop in England, he's expressed today that we will do great
Three: My mother is flying to Costa Rica next week to undergo surgery.
Four: My ex girl had her first baby last month, which is real weird, cause although
she's real sweet and a lover, I never pictured her as maternal, but it's likely because she has been
kinda the tomcat when we were hanging out on a regular basis... uh hmm...
Five: Fill in the _________ <---- here
Six: Stalkers up to no good AGAIN...
Seven: I am SERIOUSLY putting down the juju on that bitch. (see Six)
Eight: Home life is 98percent rockin'
Nine: Other 2percent, I miss my middle baby, haven't seen him all week, so he's going to stay home the
next two weekends, and Greg comes home everynight whining "where's my Tristan"... It might be too much
for him, but we gotta do what is best for his education, I can't let my baby be corrupted by these no good punks
at this school over here. He's happy with the new relocate and the new school, and he's playing Violin! Whoohoo!
Ten: I don't have one of those, nine's sounds good.